shine like stars?

I found this quote on the end of someone's MSN name. Sure made me think.

"...Cuz my Jesus would never be accepted in my church; the blood and dirt on his feet may stain the carpet..."

Think about it...

Song of the moment: Shine like Stars by True Worshippers

Look at the world we live today
Look at the hurting everywhere
Let us see mercy and Your grace
Overflowed in every place
Let us be one with You today
And let Your glory fall

We will shine
Shine like stars above
Shining in Your light
Guided by Your love
Let Your fire burn in us
Burning like the sun
As we glorify
And show Your kingdom come
In all the earth

Teach us to live in righteousness
Teach us to love in one accord
Guide us to live life everyday
As we worship in Your court
Let us declare Your majesty
and let your glory fall

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven. (Matt 5:16)

getting my eyes fixed!

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.

Hebrews 12:2

Isn't it funny how you're just in a simple, yet theological conversation with someone and 'it' just clicks. And it seems so real that it brings tears to your eyes.

You see, I have a problem, where I can be cynical, or discerning, and I can focus on the problem. With my anxiety I generally have the issue that I will dwell on the anxiety, and look and focus on it, rather than what I really should be doing, and this answer, is found simply in Hebrews 12:2.

Where does Paul say to keep our eyes fixed? Jesus! He doesn't tell us to dwell and dwell on an issue, and trust me there are many, because who does that give the glory to? (I'll give you a hint, it's not God!)

5 things I 'dig' about Jesus

I have been tagged by Susan to write 5 things I 'dig' about Jesus. I think it's going to be hard just to choose 5 (see John 21:25).

OK, here it goes..

1. I love that my walk with Jesus is completely personal, it is mine, I am unique and nobody can take it away. It's like when you get this revelation, and you're incredibly excited, and then nobody cares, but you just know it is God, and that he has inspired you, and just you, are incredibly inspired.. you know? No, I'm not making sense am I..

2. He is so jentle, kind, but so powerful and strong! He can calm the raging seas, and the sound of His name is just incredibly powerful!

3. Although I constantly find myself not fitting in, I know that because of Jesus I want to stand out!

4. That it's not by my might, or by my strength, but His spirit moving in my life.

5. His banner over me is love, His love. His LOVE! How can you ever uproot that!!!


And now, I tag Spatch and Bec (She likes these taggy things, or just keeps getting tagged!)
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In other news I have got 3 new fish and a snail. There's a fish with spots (Burkie), a gold fish (Beth) and one with an orange shell (turtle).. Plus my snail, who is black (Steff)

The Abused

"When you were abused, so was He..."

I came up with the idea for this drawing on a bus last week, while I was pondering about how horrible my somebody had been to me.

I felt violated, upset and this really hurt. I felt like I'd been emotionally and verbally abused.

This made me think about abuse a bit. Millions of children all over the world are abused in many different ways, be it physically, emotionally, spiritually or verbally, or however else. Emotional abuse is the leader in child abuse, with 34% of cases. [read this PDF!]

In a spiritual sense, we always would tell someone that God is there. And if you try to visualise it, where do you think he would be? I think that many would visualise Him standing there watching. I don't think that at all. I think that Jesus was there, in that situation, feeling the same, if not more, pain that you were. In fact, there would be NOTHING he wouldn't understand. That's what I'm trying to represent in the painting. All those scars, he has them, and more.

"If God really cared about me he wouldn't have let this happen to me." My friend, he does care. In fact one day you will probably realise something good come out of this situation. It could be you become a good friend for someone else. Like Adrian Rowse says, use the situation to get closer to God.

Abuse is wrong. Tell someone about it. I cannot stress this enough. Be it you or a friend, or yourself, tell someone! (Take the risk) Often this is easier said than done.

This is something I am afraid of. In 2 years I will be a fully qualified teacher. Child abuse often goes unnoticed in so many children. How can I put a stop to that?

Anyway, I'll leave it there, but I'd really appreciate some comments on this.

Isaiah 53:4-5

4 Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

All fall short

In the recent past, a friend came to me and revealed something about them that would have been hard to tell someone.

What they told me was something that often christians would react in a way which would blind them from their sight.

But all I felt was love for this person. A feeling of compassion came over me.

In the past (just not as recent), I came to a friend and revealed something about myself that was extremely hard to tell someone.

I dont exactly know what that persons reaction was in their head or their heart, but I do know that no matter how bad whatever was going on, they still very much have loved me and maintained a lot of respect despite my flaws.

It happens a lot in todays society. I see people walk away from God, or struggle with something, and sometimes christians can react in a way that isnt so loving, and judgemental.

We need to keep reminding ourselves that we have all fallen short of the glory of God, that we should not judge, or God will also judge us, and that we should love each other or we're going to be useless. It also says in the bible to help others that go through all kind of things.

Nobodies sin is greater or lesser than yours. WE ARE ALL SINNERS! And there's nothing we can do about it. But God is an ever-forgiving God.

I guess what Im trying to say is dont turn your back on people with some problems. Its a mistake too many christians make today. We say we are loving, and compassionate but we turn the struggling away.

I guess this leads up to what the pastor will be speaking about at my church in the upcoming sunday night services about Issues todays church faces. At first I thought this was going to be very confronting, but I think that it is going to be really good to hear.

kids ministry

But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these.
Luke 18:16

Today I went to a training day for a mission that I am hoping to be involved in in Janurary.

I didnt know what to get out of today, but I think I got more than I origionaly thought I would. A lot of things hit me in my personal walk today. Thats kind of interesting when you're here for a kids ministry thing.

This will probably get long, so if you dont have a lot of time, stop reading now. From here on, the red text is my thoughts on stuff that was said today, and stuff I'd appreciate comments on.

The purpose statement for the ministry is this: "We exist to have a relationship with God, and flowing from that, to see people connected with God, welcomed into his family and equipped for ministry."

Relationship

• Love the Lord your God with all your heart.
• 1"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes^[a] so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.

  5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. 8This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples. John 15:1-8.
  

• If we're not in it with God, then we'll just be put into the fire because we are fruitless and worthless.
• There's a difference between doing and being. Ever been asked what you do? And there's always the response of teacher, or a nurse, or student.. etc? In our culture, a lot of "who we are" can be shaped around "what we do". So what is your identity? Is it in who you are, or what you do? If this mission is to be ran simply on doing (because you must do stuff too! Its not a one way street!) and not being, there will be no spiritual fruit and we will burn out!
• To my 'unsaved' friends, they probably know me as Sammy, what I do, study education, they know I go to church but I dont talk about it enough. Who I am? Probably the biggest thing that comes out is South Australian. And who are you?
  

Connected

• "Go and make disciples" [not converts]. The difference between a disciple and merely a convert is a disciple is someone who follows Jesus, wheras a 'convert' simply hasnt gone anywhere yet.
  
• Kids can respond to God in a real way, and God wants to use kids to build his kingdom.
  

Welcomed

• "baptise them". (That doesnt mean litterally immerse them with water at the mission)
• Need to think about children who dont go home to christian families. Some arent even allowed to go to church - what happens to them then?
  

Equipped

• As above, make disciples, not just converts.
• Help christian kids be all that God wants them to be!
• Need to teach them how to grow as christians (prayer, mentoring, bible, worship, fellowship...)

Ministry

• "Love your neighbour as yourself."
• Kids can minister to others
• No one is too young to serve Jesus and make a difference.
• Instill confidence in kids to use their gifts. God can use gifts as much as he can use us.

Prayer

• Why pray?
  Well, to talk to God! God desires communication. He has commanded us to pray, and things change when we pray. Its the same as with a relationship with a friend. If you dont talk to them, or you refuse to listen, what kind of friendship is that???
• Evangelism is most ineffective without prayer. The enemy will tremble when you pray. Not praying is like a soldior without a weapon. Prayer is a weapon - use it!
• Prayer is the (not a) key to evangelism. It increases our effectiveness as witnesses for christ. The spiritual battles must be fought with spiritual weapons. (see ephesians 6:12). A person can only be released from Satans grip by the power of God. There's darkness and there's light. You can only be under 'dominion' of one.
• How does prayer work?
  God acts in response to to our prayers - victories won in the spiritual realm! Those we pray for are changed. The church will be changed, we will be changed.
• Spiritual strongholds can be seen (and unseen) in kids here in Bendigo. Some things that the devil uses to stop kids coming to christ are mindsets, situations, afflictions, influence, humanism/materialism taught in schools (aghh!), negative portrayal of christianity, whichcraft and abuse.
• Pray...
  ... in unity, "when two or gather in my name I will be with them"
  ... persistently - Dont do it enough
  ... with discernment
  ... in the power of the spirit -
  ... with authority -
  ... with repentance
  ... with fasting - something I dont know a lot about
  ... specifically
  ... with faith
  ... with people - a bit like unity
  ... by claiming Gods promises - something I need to explore
  ... for people
• Lost for ideas to pray for? Try for God to draw people to himself, for more workers for the harvest field, for Gods kingdom to come, for the church, for God to be glorified, for the salvation of people.
• Prayer strategies: 24 hour mondays (do you think it'd be wrong to do this during SOSE lectures?), Days of prayer and fasting, prayer newsletters, team members using intercessory gifts, Prayer walking.
• More: ecclesiasties 2:26 and Exodus 12:35.

Someone's brilliant speech about child development (refresh my memory from uni!)

Maslows heirachy of needs!

To achieve growth, the needs that need to be met are self esteem, belongingness and love, safety, and physiological needs. Plain and simple!

My thoughts on childrens ministry...

There is really a special place in my heart for kids ministry. Gosh, Im becoming a teacher, for goodness sake! But I have a personal testimony that prooves the importance of children hearing about Jesus at a young age... By giving this testimony I am not looking for sympathy, but it is basically something I really want to give glory to God for, and possibly encourage others to think and pray about this issue for kids in their community.

My parents were not christian. But for some odd reason, my sister and I always went to sunday school. I think it may have been because of the fact that the church was desperate on numbers, and needed to rely on the wider community, because I remember a lot of my friends that were also not from churched homes went as well (unless there was some kind of strange mini temporary revival in the early 90's that I dont know about). Yes, every sunday, mum would dress my sister and I up in our prettiest dresses and off we went to sunday school.

When I got that bit older, I was able to go to KUCA camp-out (Kids of the Uniting Church Australia) that was always held at West Beach caravan park in Adelaide. This was quite often the highlight of my year.

When I was 8, my parents seperated. This was really difficult as a child of my age. I was a mess - at 8!!!

I was still going to Kids Camp Out and there was this desire within me to know God. The church gave me a Good News Bible (with pictures!) and I started to read it. Not a lot made sense though. I signed the commitement at the back of the bible. I have this bible here with me in Bendigo. I would have been 10 when I decided to sign this:

On this date:

1/4/97

I recieved God's offer. Jesus forgave me and became my Saviour and Lord. His spirit came to live in my life.

SJSmedley

(signed)

One night I woke up at a very odd hour and I was really frightened. What did I start to do? I prayed. I didnt fully understand or know God, I was only about 10, but I called out to him, I told him I trusted him. I remember a peace flow through me, and I went back to sleep.

This came and went. God was a big part in my life, but I didnt really understand a lot.

In 2001, there was a similar scenario as above, except things were different. I was in a bit more of a wreck. I was in year 9 at school, 14 years old. The church had invited me on an 'easter camp' . This was with a whole bunch of youth from around the reigon. I was not the nicest of kids. I was swearing, I was cursing, I was a plain wreck. But on the last night of that camp I gave my life to Jesus for real. Someone hugged me that night and said that my life would never be the same again. Gosh, were they right!

Later that year I revisited what I'd signed at the end of my bible. I put a cross through it, and rewrote:

On this date

23/10/2001

I recieved God's offer. Jesus forgave me and became my Saviour and Lord. His spirit came to live in my life.

SJSmedley

Relating this all back to life for kids today in not only where I live now, but the world. There are kids, facing the same stuff as I have, just like that, all over the city. I was an outcast because my family was broken, but these days it is very normal for kids to be in these situations. It is more and more common, and there are worse things happening. Peer pressure, hurt, abuse! Its not ok to be bound by these things!

I want to influence this generation, because they again will be the next generation of influence. We need to reach out to those who are hurting!

When I got a bit older and maturer in my walk with God, I got involved with my childrens ministry in my home town. At one stage I was in a position of influence with the youth as well. It was a bit depressing to have to move, land in a new environment, and 'start over', and its great to get back into it. I have to go home on tuesday, I might just revisit the kids ministry there.

I will now leave you with a verse that is at the bottom of the signing-commitment of my Good News Bible, which has now occured to me how true and real it has been in my life over these nearly 12 years now.

"Everyone who calls out to the Lord for Help will be saved."
Romans 10:13