I see love

Today I was surprised by the visit of Steff and Stoz. It was a tad embarrassing with the state of my room was in. Steff borrowed some paint so that she could replace the stolen painting (Im so discusted about that), meanwhile Stoz fiddled with some cat5e and my computer, and the pair of them tried to persuade Mish over MSN to come to camp. When they left I walked them out to the retro-stoz-mobile in my socks. I love walking in socks. It makes me feel like frolicing.

I have this new way to procrastinate. I've been searching through a lot of youtube lately. I blame this newfound procrastination form highly on this. Matthew Lawton you're in so much trouble for making me not do my homework. Nah, I love you mate! Note to self, blog about this.

Earlier today, I found the video clip to a song that makes me laugh. And to one that makes feel like crying.

But the video clip that had the most impact on me was this one, which I will post here for you.




This stired so many emotions. Its a pretty generic clip, but having the words there just put it out there for me. There were tears streaming down my face. I want to describe here but its just so indescribable how this made me feel. I guess we have so many different visualisations of who Jesus was, and he was many things. But the greatest of these was love (1 cor 13:13). Love. You may have to do a stupid presentation for uni, or help someone find something at work. But to do something for a friend for love is different. I want to emphasise something here but can't I just cant bring the words to say what I want to.

Earlier this arvo, after a trek to the market place, I went for a drive up to one tree hill. Its so thereputic to go up there. I love it and I wish I could just feel safe up there. Its a tad freaky. But I like it, it'd be really cool to go there and have a small group or something.. Or even a double date eh Steff?

Currently in the oven is a Chicken Florentine cooking. Ive never had one before, I hope I like it. I decided to listen to some kutless on my now oldschool discman while I prepared it. I was putting the rubbish out when I noticed that it was really beautiful outside and went for a walk around (May I add again in my socks). This was while listening to this song...

Kutless - Finding who we are

In You we're living
In You we're moving
In You we're finding who we are

In You we're living
In You we're moving
In You we're finding who we are

And I worship You
Father of lights, spirit of truth
And I worship You
Jesus, we call on You, yes we call on You

In You we're living
In You we're moving
In You we're finding who we are

In You we're living
In You we're moving
In You we're finding who we are

And I worship You
Father of lights, spirit of truth
And I worship You
Jesus, we call on You, yes we call on You

And I worship You
Father of lights, spirit of truth
And I worship You
Jesus, we call on You, yes we call on You

We come to worship with our voices
And know the love within Your skies
We lift our hands and seek Your presence
And find ourselves in who You are

And I worship You
Father of lights, spirit of truth
And I worship You
Jesus, we call on You, yes we call on You

And I worship You
Father of lights, spirit of truth
And I worship You
Jesus, we call on You, yes we call on You

The song really sums up how I'm feeling at this point in time. Finally, Im getting a glimpse of who I really am.